My Latest Regrets.

2010-05-05T07:19:00.000-07:00

Will not update this blog ,
This blog will be left DEAD.
Till july :) !

2010-03-01T09:22:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone , sorry wasn't in the mood.
Yeahs , wanted to post uh but nothing to write :X.
Haiis , i always hate having this trouble.
Which is STOMACHE WHEN GOING TO SCHOOL.
Is like oh my , have to ta han till after school.
Cause not used to school toilet & when you pass motion.
Than people come in than smell , than you walk out.
Is like so fuckingly embarrassing lo !
Hahahs , k la today subject till here :) !
Shall post more tomorrow cause interesting stuff happening.

2010-02-26T18:42:00.000-08:00

I hate school , seriously I HATE IT man !
What you want to do , just tell me la -.-"
Want suspend me GO AHEAD LA !
I don't need your PITY for a last chance.
Please today SATURDAY , FLAG DAY .
Everyone wants their beauty sleep right -.-" !
I wasted $$ to cab to school IN MORNING.
Is like fuckingly early just for school event.
Yet they ask me stay back WITHOUT A REASON.
Is like seeing everyone can go for flag day.
I'VE TO STAY IN SCHOOL TO WAIT-.-"?!
Than so i lan lan , superb angry i just walk home.
So they called my phone , i don't want go back school.
Than say what CONTRACT , say what VICEPRICIPAL.
Wtfzxc, just want to threaten students ,
Seriously YOU WANT YOU JUST SUSPEND OR EXPEL ME.
I fuck care already , thanks to you i'm not super stresss !
I just feel like dying thats all , no more worries.
Teachers always say yeah can talk to me.
YOU TALK TO THEM , THE NEXT DAY THEY TELL YOUR PARENTS.
WHAT KIND OF LOGICAL SENTENCE IS THAT-.-?
If i tell them i gay , THEY WILL TELL MY PARENTS RIGHT-.-?
Wtfzxc , teachers still say will protect student's privacy.
PROTECT MY FOOT FROM GETTING HONG KONG FOOT LA!
Super fuck up now , was trying to get my sleep .
Than my teacher called up and ASK ME GO BACK SCHOOL !
Waaaaaaaa , if like that forget it ba. I want to rest in peace.
The most i tell them . Forget it , i quit school thans.
I sign a CONTRACT with my counsellor.
I have to go school atleast 3 days / week .
Than THEY OWNSELF NEVER INCLUDE SCHOOL EVENT-.-?
To me , SCHOOL AND SCHOOL EVENT is DIFFERENT.
Than , about my hair is too long . I SAID I CUT IT AFTER MARCH HOLI.
THEIR EARS ARE LIKE HAVING ALOT OF SHITS INSIDE.
CAN'T HEAR WHAT THE HELL I HAVE SAID BEFORE-.-"
WhatTheFuckingBarniclesBBQApplePieMushroomPorkBun -.-" !

Okay cyaos :) ! The more i say i angry i'm !

2010-02-24T05:12:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary ,

Today in school i threw my phone at my friend.
And my phone screen break , my feeling is...
Totally unexplainable. & I'm thinking.
I feel so stress this few days ,
Having school problems & i always escape.
I felt so useless! When i see my friend run away from me.
Seriously , i think i'm not a good friend to others.
I always disturb them , cause i only want them happy.
I don't mind what they think of me ,
Just that , everytime in school theres friends with them.
But for me , theres no one . Yes , there is but ...
They missed me when i didn't attend school ,
But , their misses is like few seconds only.
Even i know they're not really friendly to me.
But i'm always trying to be FRIENDLY !
I always kept my evil side away from them ,
So they won't be scared of me ...
But now , everyone of my friends are happy :) .
Yeah , they got friends in school and stuff ...
They always treat me different like others.
In other way round , i always find them cause i'm bored.
But when they're bored they have friends,
I have NOTHING , i only can talk to them after they finish
talking to their friends , Thats what i will do. WAIT.
I don't mind how they attitude me , scold me or hate me.
I always treat them like my stead thats it .
Laughs , by the way you all are my BESTEST FRIENDS!

Sheryl Lim , Alicia Pang , Adam Goh , Ferin Loo.
NgKayLeng , Brandon Chew , LimShiPing , Melissa Teng.
LimShihui , KelvinTeo , AlvinSoon , AndyTeo , FerlinLoo.
KelvinNgiam , LimYiPing , HunCheng , FooMeiQi.

2010-01-26T22:44:00.000-08:00

My regret is that i love you.
Love can't be forced , life toos.
If someone already crazy .
Well i'm gonna be crazy toos :) !
Wait till i get money , i sure make life suffer.
I swore i will take back my revenge !
Well seriously i'm crazy over love!
I will NEVER FORGET the 1st person i love :)!
I WILL TAKE BACK MY REVENGE !

2010-01-17T17:58:00.000-08:00

Omg this song make me feel so hurt now :( .
My heart have a feeling that someone have left me.
Loving someone is happy , but ....
If you didn't able to get that person you love .
Its painful than happy .
But seeing him / her loving someone .
Its much more painful than giving a smile.
Only forgetting might be the best choice.

2010-01-03T05:05:00.001-08:00

Wondering what was my past it is :O ?
I was a lonely boy when i'm sec 1 .
And in school i was always alone .
And having recess alone ,
So till now i didn't eat when recess time.
In class everyone seems to hate me.
Than no friend to go back with .
Till sec 2 , i knew a boy and we 2 stead.
But than , we broke up , so sad.
Than , sec 3 got famous online .
So got people to sms with , so happy :) .
Sec 3 also same , recess alone .
And i sit @ the staircase when recess.
In school , no one talked to me .
Unless i open mouth and talk to my classmate.
But nothing happened to change among them.
I asked them about the timetable , all lazy to tell.
Maybe i'm always the odd one ?
Everytime in class , i sit alone , in the back.
Teachers don't even cares bout me .
No matter how much effort i put in .
Just CAN'T GET ANYONE'S CARE !
So i sms people , in schl = sms my friend.
The loneliness is truely hurting.

To Someone , i think you know who you're.
I like you , cause loving someone got no reason.
But , you don't seems to like me at all.
As in , you kind of hate me .
Everytime you hug adam / kelvin .
Yes i'm jealous but you just don't care .
When you sad , you will talk to adam , etc.
But i'm your di , you also should talk to me.
Because i lied to you , and i know you still hate me.
You always got things to talk to others , not me.
In cab , we got nothing to talk .
As in i'm invisible to you , k never mind .
I know i'm hurting myself because of you .
I don't dare to sleep at night , due to that night.
You're everything in 2nd to me .
You said you don't hate me , but i believe.
Yes ! I keep believe in you , but you don't.
Everytime i'm concerning you , You just don't care.
But others concern bout you , you just care.
Never mind , even when i die . I don't think you will care.
Sometime i'm wondering that you treat me as di not.
I remember once , i broke u with someone.
I skip school for few weeks , maybe i will do so.
Sorry , everyone . I really can't think anymore.
Everytime i like someone in the end also tio hurt.
I really wish i know what you're thinking.
If you thinks that making me jealous to not love you.
You're wrong , somehow , you might lose 1 di soon.
I now totally no mood for school for anything.
Whatever thing i done that make you hate me.
Tell me , i will sure make your wish come true.
Might be skipping school again .
I rather be dead than loving you .
Seriously , everywhere also got you .
I really can't sleep @ night ! I dream bout you.
I don't know how to win your heart.
Even thought i buy all those things you want.
I also don't stand a chance to be with you.
YOU JUST TREAT ME SO DIFFERENTLY.
THE WAY YOU TREAT ME AND OTHERS.
ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT ! I no comment.

2009-12-09T02:41:00.000-08:00

What have i done to owe this ?
I've done everything my friends wants.
Should i be lonely instead of having friends.
Everyone were saying i'll be there for you.
But , when i need them i've to give clue to tell them.
That , i need you seriously i really need.
But i don't really know the reason .
I doesn't want to let go of them .
But this really making me feel so hurts.
I'm always thinking how to make them laugh/smile.
But they always hid secret from me ,
Talking to one and other bout secret.
They'll just scared i might said it out .
So what i did is , i told them if got secret don't tell me.
If thats what i really meant , i shouldn't have them.
To be my friends , to be my gans .
I really trying to please them , i really don't know.
Everytime i made them angry , they'll dao/ignore me.
No one really do knew how i felt ! Seriously no.
And when they made me angry , i just forget&forgive.
Am i that useless? I'm trying to protect them .
But do they realise i've done my best ?
Or must i die than they realise how precious am i?
I don't even bear to mia / quit . I really regrets.
When someone wants a stead , i find i find i find !
But i don't even have the time to find mine .
Once i found dao le , than they stead .
Do you know how much i felt ? Once stead i got left out.
Now everyone got stead , i also got left out .
Even though i got stead I GOT LEFT YOU ALL OUT?!
I really don't really know what you guys thinking you know?
When i'm crying i will still make a joke .
Yet everyone are treating like a thrash !
Which is totally unfair to me , you all know anot ?!
When some of them went out , never ask me out .
When some of them want go out , i set outing.
Than put aeroplane , Do they know HOW I FELT !?
I seriously have grown up , time to be a man & not KIND.